Drywall

Hit my head against this wall so many fucking times
Feel the drywall caving in around my outline
Landlord tells me my deposit is as good as spent
I don’t give a fuck, it’s not like i've been paying rent (x2)

I think im losing touch
My mind is somewhere else
I'm looking at my phone
Killing my mental health
This is a cry for help, so if you hear me please
Somebody help me please help me
Cure my disease

I wanna do a million whip-it's till my brain explodes
I wanna stay in bed and never put on any clothes
I wanna smoke until my motherfucking lungs explode
Sleeping through another hundred shitty episodes

I wanna dye my hair and tease it till I'm looking scene
I wanna bury all my thoughts in lines of ketamine
I wanna kill my dad and feed my mom psilocybe
And drown to death inside a pool of liquid dopamine