Defense

I see face in the shadow like its my time go
I keep a dice in my pocket to trying find a role
Spending nights with no options I wasn’t even close
Get someone new my circle now that’s a steppin stone
I tear myself apart when I dont feel like being real
I think like people tell me what I wanna hear
Its hella weak how I be sayin if I disappear
Everything is cool and when I fade away I’m seeing clear

Its all I game I seen my man switch to defense twicе
You not my brother if we nevеr had no sleepless nights
It ain't no bed ain't no food what you know about this life?
We put it all on the line to try to feel something

My hometown think I’m always on the right path
Yeah They know it I don’t even try to write back
Drop my girl goin crazy over pricetags
Ive been workin but I need to get mind back
Found a purpose wishin set the time back
I’e been make up for everything I once had
Count the minutes up and tryin to rewind back
Purgatory and im sittin like the line flat
Before you go and find yourself
Better figure out what you can do all by yourself
I know it feel like you need it but I swear that you can shine without it..
Be my light without
It used to feel like we dreaming but I need for us to ride it out
(How do I love from a distance)

I can not tell you my pain if I said everything you would say I need help
Its to hard to explain but I’m doing okay I’m just not like myself

Look in the mirror in an instance
How do I deal with myself in the distance
How do I beat all the odds I finally turned into what I have been destined
I wanna be in the sun, I don’t need no one but God as my witness
Poison my brain & my lungs, only thing make me okay so I risk it