You Make Me Wanna (Kill)

[Intro]
This one's for you...

[Verse 1]
It’s just turned midday
Gotta get out of the bed
Hard to find a reason when I'm stuck in my head
Staring at walls
Ignoring the calls
Half of the fool I was last night talking to you
I'm wasting the day
Guilt just takes me away
No one I can face anyway
Only half alive, man - I’m half in the grave
What type of life, man - I'm scarred anyway
Like - who - the - fuck - are - you
Talking shit about me
I'm the only one who can do that
No - one - can - hate - me like I do
For real feel like a cartoon
Jumping straight off a cliff
With a whistle in the wind
Birds singing at my sins
Kicking off my timbs
Should be hitting at the gym
Hit another ting
On my Whatsapp to feel much bigger in my skin
Shout break the mirror in bits
Fists in the same state that my world is
Am I running out of time?
Do this shit quick - Am I in my prime?
Am I too old and too close to die?
I'm scared man I don't wanna go
Seen friends pass, don't wanna be alone
Do this for her memory - what I don't show
See her every day and the old shadow grows
Only thing I know - nothing stays the same
Live for right now, present in the day
If you die - do that shit in flames
If you cry - do that shit all day
If you feel like a fight then stand up and say
I don't feel love anyway
If you wanna feel alive then repeat what I say
I don’t feel love anyway

[Chorus]
Maybe this is all I need
Now I got nothing I can feel
Maybe this is all I need
Now I’m at the bottom - I can build
Maybe this is all I need
Now I got nothing I can feel
Maybe this is all I need
You make me wanna kill

[Verse 2]
It just turned 9 pm gotta get out of the bed
Head to the club cause I gotta see bread
Force a little smile
Of course it's a trial
Medicate meanwhile
I don’t feel right in my head
Jump on the 149
Watch for inspectors
And don't watch time
Running real late
But the world feels heavy
From the weight of the noise on my plate
And the nausea inside
Like who - the - fuck - are - you
Looking happier than me
I know it's all fake anyway but
No - one - can - stop - me self destructing
It's never too late for some hate, right?
Jumping straight off a bridge
All my mates have kids
And I ain’t got shit
Nothing in my fridge
Leccy on the key just dipped
And there's ketchup on my tee and I'm pissed
I guess life's too short so you gotta laugh
No one gives a fuck - and my head's in the past
Half in the future, empty in the glass
Pretend to be class
Be offensive and dance
Move through the club like I'm not really sane
Think about her face and I just feel pain
This was the same place we used to rave
Will I ever feel normal again?
Gotta force myself to stop saying her name
Every single trace wiped from my brain
Till I feel nothing in my heart I'll refrain
From ever ever feeling normal again
If you feel like a fight then stand up and say
I don't feel love anyway
If you wanna feel alive then repeat what I say
I don't feel love anyway

[Chorus]
Maybe this is all I need
Now I got nothing I can feel
Maybe this is all I need
Now I'm at the bottom - I can build
Maybe this is all I need
Now I got nothing I can feel
Maybe this is all I need
You make me wanna...
Maybe this is all I need
Now I got nothing I can feel
Maybe this is all I need
Now I'm at the bottom - I can build
Maybe this is all I need
Now I got nothing I can feel
Maybe this is all I need
You make me wanna kill