This Addiction

Say hello, to sadness
How could I, ask for anything more?
The beauty in, my madness
Spinning in circles, 'till I'm on the floor
How much weight, can I bear?
Smile, as though, I'm satisfied, with this disguise, I gave in it, roll, me away

Start again, 'cause this, isn't what, I had planned, to, be
This addiction, contradicts, the picture in my head
But in the end, it's everything I have

Say goodbye, to passion
Why would I, ask for, anything more?
This beautiful, distraction
Kill my reaction, and help me to know
How much weight, would I bear?
I cannot be, satisfied, with this disguise
I'm losing grip, so, roll me away

Start again, 'cause this, isn't what, I had planned, to, be
This addiction, contradicts, the picture in my head
But in the end, it's everything I have, everything I have

How, did, I, want, this, yes, it was
Contemplate, to, be it, this addiction, contradicts, the picture in my head
But in the end, it's everything I have, everything I have