Same Shit

Popping pills again my head is aching
I've been losing time, feel like I'm sinking;
I've been losing my mind, I know that you doubt me!
By the way you talking...

I know what they say, I know what you think
"There goes the lostboy with the same shit!"
Well could u tell me, where is the way out?
Cuz I'm always with the same doubts

Nobody can see my pain
It comes straight to my brain
But I can not demonstrate
Keep the focus try to concentrate

Can't live in the past
Life is running fast
Shades of black
Every time i'm looking back
What the fuck is happening?
Why am i shivering?
Three seconds behind
Everything was just fine

Now i am herе falling down as im struggling
Was it something that I missed?
Tell mе how i can just get out of this
Cuz I'm holding my knife as im closing my fist

I can feel the pressure now
Suffocating me, pushing to the ground
I always want to burn everything down
When u are not around

But my baby dont you call me!
Let it drown me, all on my own!
I just need to spend some time alone...
So please don't call on my phone
Don't call on my phone!
I won't pick it up, I gotta stand up for myself firts
I gotta to learn how to do it for myself firts

Cuz i've been losing again
Losing time, losing mind
Losing every single night
As I'm trying to find..

My reason to fight, my reason to fight
Where do i find, my reason to fight
My reason to fight, my reason to fight
Where do i find, my reason to fight