(XXXTENTACION Recording)
If I'm going to die, Or ever be a sacrifice
I want to make sure that my life made at least 5 million kids happy
Or they found some sort of answers or resolve in my life
Regardless of the negative around my name, regardless of the bad things people say to me
I don't give a fuck
Because I know my goal in the end, and I know what I want for everyone, and I know what my message is
(NEVI)
Fuck why did u have to die
I can’t explain what I'm feeling inside
You were there when I was done suicide
I can’t believe it all of it are lies
What is life? that's my question
Why succeed if its all gon' be rejected
Why change for the better if its not accepted
You didn’t care u were just teaching lessons
You didn’t deserve this
We're all fuckin' hurting
Fuck you were perfect
Your music perfect
Without you i'm hurting
I have no purpose now, you gave me purpose when I was just lurking round
Your music was different
I could relate to yours words i would listen
Showing you off to my friends in an instant
Headphones blasting to don’t wanna do this anymore
You didn’t deserve this
We're all fuckin' hurting
Fuck you were perfect
Your music perfect
Without you i'm hurting
Inspiration u could say, motivator its the same
A wise man with a wise heart making the world a better place
A kid with his heartbroken depression ate him all the way
A hope for society "be what you want to be" what he would say
You didn’t deserve this
We're all fuckin' hurting
Fuck you were perfect
Your music perfect
Without you i'm hurting
(XXXTENTACION Recording)
I at least want to know that the kids perceived my message, and were able to make something of themselves, and able to take my message, and use it, and turn it into something positive, and to (uh) to at least have a good life. So I just wanted to say I appreciate and love all of you, and I believe in you all
Why’d you leave:( was written by Nevi.
Nevi released Why’d you leave:( on Mon Jun 18 2018.