Drunk (Alone, and New)

[Verse 1: Paul Bergmann]

I wept inside a carousel
I dripped into the walls
I couldn't find that heart I knew
I'm drunk, alone, and I am new
Flying on a frame of mind
I've felt this way before
Fangs of wanting
Lords of dust
Everyone is good to us
I saw the flames in everything
The changing of the form
Freedom stems from someone's end
I think I've figured all this out
Sunken cities, ferris wheels
The chasms in our thoughts
Of singing old and living wild
Of wishing I was singing now
The growling of the ghostly times
Left here and far behind
Our faces bright
The answers gripped
With failings of our innocence
I've said it all
I feared my mouth insane
When I was young
But I can be true
With just one shoe
I wish that I knew that were true

[Verse 2: Paul Bergmann]
Here I stand below the sky
The wings of cloudy lust
They blend into the bluish day
Oh I've gone through so much today
I wish for nothing, need it all
Your eyes like honey, arms so tall
I keep your courage deep away
I'm falling upwards towards the clay
The flailing of this sun-smoked scene
Oh, babe I'm dreaming of the wild
Keeping on, forgetting why
Oh, you are such a lovely lie
For my own self, I've no plan
You are such a pretty man
Escape into the shrinking sun
It burnt away all of his fun
Memories awaking blood
They bend like metal in the mud
I'm so alone inside these walls
You're still the one I wish to call
There's nothing better for me now
Jell-O eyes and loving vows
There is wine and whiskey
Bleeding through the cracks of Heaven's floor
Alright, now!