Ritalin

So I'm kinda in a tomb
I felt it in my runes
I’ll bottle up my use and I’ll turn it into you
My thoughts were kinda skewed
From the bullets in my muse
All these diamonds wrap my noose till I'm hanging from the moon
I’m dippin in
I’m feeling hazy
I’m running in
Everyone surrounds me
Like Ritalin
Everything feels crazy
I’m sick of them
I’m queasy and I'm seasick
I keep thinking should we really die in the night?
In my high it’s a ride
It’s a lie evil guides
So I’ve been really tired of the tyrants of my grime
They’re a riot in my mind it’s not quiet when I'm fried

Lately I’vе been finding its been really hard to focus on the moments whеre I'm growing it’s important to dissociate
Pain is not exciting cause the torment is distorted but our choices hold our motives so we’re stumbling out to feel the fame
I roll my blood in all my blunts
Incisions turn my gifts to dust
And all I hear is self disgust complain about the things they trust
Can you see regrets they get intense when you’re not self aware
I’ve been building stress into this mess but I can’t seem to care

So I'm kinda in a tomb
I felt it in my runes
I’ll bottle up my use and I’ll turn it into you
My thoughts were kinda skewed
From the bullets in my muse
All these diamonds wrap my noose till I'm hanging from the moon
I’m dippin in
I’m feeling hazy
I’m running in
Everyone surrounds me
Like Ritalin
Everything feels crazy
I’m sick of them
I’m queasy and I'm seasick
I keep thinking should we really die in the night?
In my high it’s a ride
It’s a lie evil guides
So I’ve been really tired of the tyrants of my grime
They’re a riot in my mind it’s not quiet when I'm fried