Valentine’s song

And id agree when they tell me to die
There ain't a thing left for us here tonight
And they still praying that ill end my life
But [?] when it kills me inside

I know it burns you
Sorry means nothing
Trying to change this
But im just fronting
100s and [?]
All in my pockets
Spend it on blue pills
Keeping me nodding

[?] youre all i love
But right now i just feel like giving up
Last night shit got way too fucked up
If it gets too real just make it stop
We both know this won't end til im gone
We both know that the pain never stops
If it gets too real just make it stop
When it gets too real just make it stop

And when the pains too much
Ill find a perfect numb
I wish i could quit
But im never done
Saying that i changed
Words dont mean a thing

Youre always watching me and talking [?]
Keep your voice on repeat til im fucking dead
Keep on trying but i only wanna quit
I try to change but it never fucking ends

And id agree when they tell me to die
There ain't a thing left for us here tonight
And they still praying that ill end my life
But [?] when it kills me inside
I try to change but it never fucking ends
Your voice will repeat inside my head til im dead
I wish i could leave but i think im just gon wait
And i would tell you what is real but im too fake

(we both know this won't end til im gone)
(we both know that the pain never stops)
(if it gets too real just make it stop)
(when it gets too real just make it stop)