Flower, sun, & rain

[Verse 1: foxparkk]
I just don't know where I belong
And this flesh that I'm entrapped in
Feels so uncomfortable and wrong
It's like I'm allergic to every single one of my surroundings
Two wolves inside my head, got migraines from their endless howling
Stuck in the flower, sun, and rain
Al these days seem to keep repeating over again
And I don't know how to keep myself together
Seems like I'll be this way forever
In my head always feeling depressed
All alone, while I'm beings ignored by my friеnds
Always tryna reach out, but I'm neglecting mysеlf
Too exhausted from this hell to even go ask for help

[Verse 2: Amy Bestevez]
If your reflection is who you are
How can the mirror truly speak for your heart?
They built these walls, they made these thoughts
So pay attention to work or you'll pay the cost
Hidden in the shadows, barely made it out the gallows
Tried to drink repression away
Now I'm a decade behind and with so little to show
Flower, sun and rain, tell me who I'm supposed to be today
I let people who didn't want to see me shine define me
Now I don't know if I'll be okay
Never been a straight path, had to break off my mask
Separated me from people that I thought would stay
And that's okay, we didn't need to be friends
More important that I feel like myself again