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[Intro]
Roxas

[Chorus: Roxas]
Wish I was better at being myself
I'm covered in dust and I'm sittin' on the shelf
Yeah, all my songs suck I don't really like to dwell
So I put it in the past and I keep it to myself

[Verse 1: Roxas]
Blank face, no emotion
Know I'm chosen but I'm not one for boastin'
Come and pull up to the party, know we're posted
Divide your boy with the nine, what's the quotient?
Two hundred in the coupe, we not coastin'
Lot of pain, need Acetaminophen
Lot of words carry a ton if they're spoken
Feel like Midas, way I touch it, it's golden
I'ma show off but I don't like to show it
Gun on my hip, if I squeeze it explodin'
I don't listеn to you 'cause I know your bars are stolen
I'm stuck bеtween two walls and now they're closin'
Stand at the closed door, I wish it was open
I got a lot of conflicting emotions
Some days I wake up and feel like I'm floatin'
And some days it feels like I'm frozen

[Chorus: Roxas]
Wish I was better at being myself
I'm covered in dust and I'm sittin' on the shelf
Yeah, all my songs suck I don't really like to dwell
So I put it in the past and I keep it to myself

[Verse 2: Saturn]
I don't play pretend
I prefer a [?] when it's on my head
When it's on my head
It's a bleak day and I don't wanna play pretend
Think you're doing better when you're off my end
Stack it big and then I spend
Never gonna feel this pain again
Wait a minute, I guess I'm the one that did it
I'm so efficient at ruining the things I'm given
I'm never finished I try to paint another picture and then I miss it
And then I miss it again, losing my friends
Push away bad things inside of my head
They tell things that I wish I had said
But I keep on pushing, I know there's an end
I know there's an end, I know that there's an end

[Chorus: Roxas]
Wish I was better at being myself
I'm covered in dust and I'm sittin' on the shelf
Yeah, all my songs suck I don't really like to dwell
So I put it in the past and I keep it to myself

[Outro]
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