Open

It's gonna take some getting used to
Any attention from you
'Cause I don't wanna make the wrong move
You know I care about us too
Naturally I'm nervous and I'm trying not to be
But then I start thinking if I let you in you won't like what you see
It's making me quieter and quieter and quieter and quieter

I know it's not on purpose
It's actually more my fault than yours
But I feel like I don't deserve you
I'm still a little immature
It's only 'cause I think too much, it gets so dark sometimes
And when you say you wanna get to know me
I'm convinced that it's a lie
It's making me quiеter and quieter
Morе closed off, more unsure
I'm giving you everything that I can give
And still I wanna give you more

And there are things I haven't told you
About myself, I can't afford to
Oh, I'm trying to be more open
But it's harder than you think
I never had a social life
I never knew what love was like, and
I don't know what is wrong and what is right
I don't what I'm still supposed to hide

I'm trying to be more open, be more open
But I can't let you inside
I'm trying to be more open, be more open
But I can't let you inside
I'm trying to be more open, be more open
But I can't let you inside
Oh, I'm trying