Conjure me

If it's gonna happen...why does it have to happen to me
Felt just like a pattern according to schedule it'll be
Then you keep your lonely heart only for me to see
I kept coming home only to see how lonely could be
What was that you asked me? How could I answer something so free
Did u find the meaning, was it the journey you thought it would be
I kept to my lonely heart nothing could ever happen to me
And you keep to your broken heart saying it is only misery
And how could I be free? If you don't conjure me?
I keep drinking myself to sleep....
Say you got the answer, why does it feel this way, why all the rain
Give me my prescription why all the darkness, why all the pain
And when will I be older or at least old enough to see
Can you get me out of here, take me to anywhere but here
And how could I be free if you don't conjure me
I keep drinking myself to sleep...wee...rescue me