Pt.2345678andstill

I’ll wait till fall in love, meantime off your rails
Feel like I’m spading myself till there’s nothing left
Thought we’d already talked about
Things I see came out to fall
Hopefully time just passed, mournfully time goes pass

Grayer sighs are much easier to tell where you are
Where to head, where to be leaded
Entering minds I’ve never been to
Though looking tired for no reason
Question still remains
Unintelligible, yet still following

Still following

When blank looks filled
Filled seems void
Inside voice fastened, filled
What might seemed empty
Just surging over and over
Hands are too high to
Draw them up

At the floor, I’ll just leave my body to the wind
Just wondering, closing eyes, where it’ll lead me to
On the 10th floor
I don’t want to
I want to
I was to
Couldn’t

Thinking about the one you care
More wished you to be numb
Rather, hide in the shelf no one’d find

What seemed clear keep getting faint
Digging up every grave to find any reason
Tearing books to find anybody
Broken arms with lights of humming
To feel something

All these stories you’ve been told feel like
You’re the one who put a dot someday
Things are getter bigger
Can’t stand by any means
And altogether

One day, he’ll ask himself what makes him to be
I'm sorry, this is all I could do
I'm sorry, I couldn’t try my best
Silent times, mumbling, yet stammering
Front to back, getting harder to open door, confront everyone I love

들을 수 없는 것에 귀를 기울이고
볼 수 없었던 것들에 눈을 뜨려하고
곤두세워도
여전히
스며가는 노회들에
그저 불과한
사라지지않는 감정들을 기록한
몸에 남은 흔적들이

Find way out
Above my hands
Find way out
Above my head

Packing things, watching people waiting for green
I can hear their motorcycle passing by
Sounds of people just come and go, bumming around
It’s hard to deny that I’m not capable of anything
Still just wishing this to be over, one and one
One i couldn’t dare was mere a part of myself
I know it sounds dumb, but what can I possibly do about this?
Thats what I’d thought, not knowing there’s no one to answer but me