Slow Suicide

I'm not evil…No matter what you think of me
I'm just human…There's a part of you that's just like me
I have fallen…I have broken every piece
Heard heaven calling…I could only reach this from my knees
Now I believe!

I can't let this life pass me by
In a blink of an eye it ends
I can't let my tomorrows decide
What I am in this life
It's like committing
Slow Suicide!

It's no secret…
I can't pretend I can't forget
What I've done…
Every day I live with the consequences
I let it beat me, Let it kick me, Let it throw me to the floor
Those days are over, I'm moving forward, It can't hurt me
Now I believe!

I can't let this life pass me by
In a blink of an eye it ends
I can't let my tomorrows decide
What I am in this life
It's like committing
Slow Suicide!

So many days I chose to suffer…Living a lie
So many ways I chose to die
Had to feel less than nothing…Shame and suffering
To see with my own eyes…I wasn't living
I was committing, committing
Slow Suicide

I can't let this life pass me by
In a blink of an eye it ends
I can't let my tomorrows decide
What I am in this life
It's like committing
Slow Suicide!