Run for Your Money

[Verse]
Yeah, how i'm always up an' chase but i'm not running
[?] used to cop onions
You want a chair at the table and you brought nothing
I'm on tip of your girls tongue like she forgot something
And then i'm a descendant to be the Cobain or Lennon i haven't figured it out i guess i'll see it 27
Left hand i write with, right hand light the spliff
With a white lighter bic, take a flick, bitch i'm lit yeah
'Cause that's what happens when you snappin' at people you want
They gon' either dodge the flame or try keepin' your spark
Big homie told me one time in a dream that i saw
If you want lighting, someone gotta leave him in dark
And i was in the basement stuck just plotting escape and
Now you got me high dog i ain't stopping for Nathan
Strangers run up on the block i was not gonna waste this
Now i wonder where a wall that im not gonna break is
I make biz like im diddy im the locks picker
If it's not about nuts i will not pick up, look like a rock singer when i should have been a rock slinger
Shot, drink, about to fuck your favorite pop singer
This city drove me crazy but made me a man
I know some people that got famous and changed on their friends
But now i need 'em, too impatient to wait for a hand
I put the island on my back and my fate in my hands
And motherfuckers talkin' about a list still, i'm just tryna keep my homies from doing bids still
I'm just tryna get my homies to quit pills, but i understand i was there and know how that shit feel
And i lose a little hope each meeting, but fuck that it's 2 wheezes and i wake up outta my sleep screaming im buying each season just to cover scars but this fucking heart it just keep bleedin'
I got family i barely see, i keep leaving, i got poison all over my license but i keep speedin'
I can't sleep i don't dream i can see demons, tryna figure out why you fuck the person i need, leave 'em
You broke my heart but i needed that shit, got me wonderin' if i ever really needed that shit
Can't believe i ever thought i really needed that bitch and read your message i deleted that shit, yeah
And i see my friends turn to fiends, x to the scene, hoes that ive seen, foes try to mend this
Set a smoke when i see him, seen him he ain't [?]
Anybody kick it, air it out when i'm venting uh
I was left for dead, guess who got a second breath
Couple things on my mind that i can't forget
Couple girls in my phone that i forget to text, fuck if they have better necks, me and them are neck and neck
You tryna get verified im tryna get the checks
Famous girl in my DM tryna get the neck
Fuck the sex, shorty lame she just peaked to fame
You wanna follow back? I'm tryna lead the game
Yeah, we are missing to see the vision through, switching lanes you was switching crews, me fold up something i couldn't do
I'm from where they judge by the cover and throw the book at you
I'm from where we duck under covers with words stuffed in the trunk and probably a pistol too and i was paranoid i never thought that shit was cool
But still I can't find nothing real
I see they wanna come up but they gotta still climb, bitch i'm couple hills high
Dont know how i'm still alive, and they sent a couple of threads, but that shit ain't real life, i kill shit they kill time
This whole shit is funny, cause how i'm always up an' chase but just gave your ass a run for your money, yeah