“Bother” is the opening song from Deverano’s debut album, Premonitions.
Here, we observe Deverano recounting a past commitment. He struggles with wondering whether or not he should bother pursuing an already toxic relationship.
[Verse 1]
How do I know you're not messing with me?
How do I know it's not temporary?
Waking up right next to you is no dream
Is this for life or just an old fantasy?
No one makes me feel the slightest alive, like you
No one heals the pain whenever I cry, like you
Who'd appreciate the real me inside, like you?
Girl, you know I don't feel the need to hide, like you
[Pre-Chorus]
Doesn't even really matter if I miss you?
Or would it change anything if I kiss you?
No, no
No, no
No
[Chorus]
A never ending drama
You're followed by a comma
Don't mean to be a bother
But my heart can't take the drama
If you hurt me like them others
Why do I even bother?
Why do I even bother?
Tell me, why do I even bother?
Tell me, why should I even bother?
Tell me, why do I even bother?
[Verse 2]
Press my lips against your skin every time
Just your eyes can make me high every time
Pluck away at all my strings every time
Why is it you do this shit every time?
No one gives me quarter-sized, butterflies, like you
No one gives me a good reason to try, like you
Who'd appreciate the real me inside, like you?
All these other girls just ain't worth my time, like you
[Pre-Chorus]
But doesn't really matter if I miss you?
Or would it change anything if I kiss you?
No, no
No, no
Ah no, no
[Outro]
Just gotta tell you something now
No puedo dormir
No puedo dormir con todos estos pensamientos
Tú sabes lo que debo de decir
Lo que he estado escondiendo por mucho tiempo
Y dice así...
Siempre estoy pensando en ti
Siempre estoy preocupado por ti
Estoy muy enamorado de ti, mi amor