I Go Off (Preliminary Hearing)

[Intro]
I took some good advice and walked away
Before I could become enraged
I lose it quickly when I can't
Make other people understand
I don't expect too much too soon
By trying not to come unglued
My tempered feelings seem too short
Just biting my tongue is a start
I'm working on a better way
Than lashing out at everything
I'm learning using self-control
Inside me so I don't explode
But every time I can't expect
To keep my temper here in check
As usual, I start to crack
I lose my mind and I fucking snap

[Chorus]
When I can't tame this inner rage
I lose my mind and I can't contain it
I burn all means of self-control
Let all my peaceful feelings go

[Bridge]
So now I take it and push it away in your head
I'm paying attention to what I said
Offended by me and the things I did
The people who saw the way I live
They don't understand how much I've lost
I'm paying the price for when I go off

[Chorus]
When I can't tame this inner rage
I lose my mind and I can't contain it
I burn all means of self-control
Let all my peaceful feelings go

[Outro]
Slowly I'm turning and losing my head
Feeding the yearning of going ballistic
Talking is useless, no turning away
Paying with giving nothing gained
I'm breaking, my hand lifts, I'm fighting within
I'm hurting the people that I love most
Facing my anger, I'm feeling so lost
I'm paying the price for when I go
Off