I USED TO FEEL IT

Just as the feeling dies
Disown it
I just stopped giving
If they won't even try

And they didn't
Its just a feeling
It's just a feeling that you tried
It didn't work out tho

And now I'm
Feeling iced
It's the end of ties
That were formed by
The dizzying lights
Shun on me
As I try to flee
It all starts to feel like a
Still born fear
A second life
In the sickening ties
You try
But no wiser than I

And I am adorned
I was born into
Something I don't know
And this is fate
And again
And I keep it
On my time
I'm not afraid
I was waiting there instead
I knew that there was nothing at all

I didn't call
I didn't call until it was too late
And you told me I wrong
And I can't design
A future that is strong
And I try
And you see
That I fail and you walk
And I weep
And up until my mind is overflown

I can climb higher
Than I have ever before
Under a broken sky
These city lights
They don't dance tonight
Just wouldn't feel right
We live on empty time
Whatever it was died

I was born into
Something, something I don't know
And this is fate
And this is fate
And this is fate