Pain

I've been goin thru pain
Everyday seems like it rains
And without you it ain't the same
I hope your in a better place yea
Anxiety got me out of my mind
They locked my dog upstate but he'll be home in good time

The day I got that call that you died it forever changed my life
Ain't Christian but that news had me cryin Jesus Christ
How I'm supposed to make it in this city with these savages
If you make it to 18 then it's a blessing yea
And lately all these drugs keepin me from reality
Sistеr suffering from depression and anxiеty
On top of that they locked my dog up they sent him upstate
He said he staying ten toes down and that he doin great
And ever since that shawtie left me I can't love again
Fuck you bitch now girl you fuckin up my trust again
Was jus a kid they made fun of me that was way back then
Society made me uncomfortable with who I am
My bad I mean who I was because I am a changed manyea
I been through heartbreak and pain
Things you wouldn't understand

I've been goin thru pain
Everyday seems like it rains
And without you it ain't the same
I hope your in a better place