​the cycle.

[Verse 1]
I be constantly forgetting about all the Christmas lights
Growing up, it's just the same old, same old, it isn’t right
Cause unfortunately the more that you know can come with a price
Been around for 16, only struggles been sleeping tight
I ain't going through nothing, I'm just nervous to let my thoughts out
Messed around, missed the exit, now I’m taking the long route
To find peace, I wonder if Imma stop writing songs bout
My mental, it's truly ironic how I can flaunt out
That nothings truly wrong, I don't know if I'm telling the truth
Do I just bottle all this in so I can stress in the booth?
It's a cold world, scarf around my neck like a noose
But hey, at least I give credit where credit is due
Ain't all bad, but I'm struggling to keep up with it
Samе keys, different day and I still ain't gеtting no funds from it
Got no job, I don’t really need one, I want the discipline
‘Cause I’m looked down upon even when I act in due diligence

[Verse 2]
I want something to happen just to make it all worth it
Cause I'm having trouble finding my purpose
I’ve started to get jealous, but is that even worth it?
Getting mad at what they have don't give a damn if they earned it?
We all work hard to reassure the fact we're deserving…
Of true love, but I'm still here, cause I can handle the hurting
And make you clowns just disappear, like I just canceled the circus
Like, I don’t need a therapist cause I can vent in these verses
I gotta keep my head up because that's what 2PAC said
Cause even though your boy 1-6, he on 10
And I know people who feel blue, and see all red
So I'm scared to complain ‘less I hear that my mom dead
Cause god forbid I swear at you because it isn't polite
When they feed us to the system, working night after night
With no reward, cause this minimalistic wage won't suffice
It isn't right man I'm so tired of this cycle of life
It's the cycle
Of life