Dolya

I started new page & everything has got me going insane
I feel drained, is it okay to say I won't stay? I think there's days that make me feel okay
Am I coward for being afraid?
It's too late to turn around, I've come accustomed to this sound
Push me around, hell I know it's hard
Stubborn & lazy sometimes it feels like it's just me now
I don't want to be the one to just give up. The only person to blame is me for doubting myself
I wish it was easy to be just who we wanted to be
I pushed you away & I watched you go. I know, I know it was ours. It'll never be the same
This is the way it has to be without you, without me. This how it's going to be; without you
You had to leave