Shadows from Shine

[Verse 1]
Take it back to when I got in this, nothing more than a snotty kid
All I crave was a little bit of fame, start listening to tapes
You can tell how much I wanted it
Before I ever had a following
Saw my older brother on a stage and I followed him
In our teens, local scene, had some dominance
I only caught a glimpse, but my vision locked onto her
Cause we started out as novices
But I could see my love for it was blossoming
So, I went and became the embodiment
Of this name that they gave and this moniker
Eventually I’d travel round thе continent
Battling, it turned me to a warrior
I saw somе dollars and I started getting sponsorship
Looking at the profit never thinking about the cost of it
Till I felt lost in it, I was not even, couldn't see the positives
Could hear the demons that were lurking my subconsciousness
I hit the poison just to harm my own incompetence
Man, I guess the change is obvious
I was addicted to the feeling that I got from it
Any good advice I got, I went and did the opposite
Was fucking up repeatedly not thinking 'bout the consequence
Told 'em all to put a sock in it
They only gave a fuck about me when I wrote the prominence
Feelings were ominous from all the broken promises
When all I really wanted from em was acknowledgment
I was out fishing for compliments
But this shits the only thing that ever gave me confidence
So, I can look back at my accomplishments
And wonder how they treat me if I just remained anonymous
Sometimes I wish I never gave into the opulence
Wish I never bothered getting caught up in the politics
Wish I never ever cared about this bollocks
Where I needed validation instead of staying autonomous
What a croc of shit
Why can't I just be happy with what I got from this?
Looking at what I didn't do instead of what I did
That will have you feeling robbed when you got a win
But maybe that's just my prerogative
Maybe if I tone it down for radio and polished it
I couldn't reel it in at all I had to be provocative
Was screaming fuck the world till I'm burning my esophagus
Reaching for the stars like astronomers
In this three-ring circus that they want from us
Pushed it to the back of my mind and built a tolerance
For any time, I hear my music playing through the monitors

[Chorus]
All these shadows from shine, they damaged my mind
Brought out that arrogant pride from when I carried a mic
When I look back at my life in front of cameras and lights
Would I be happy inside without this passion of mine?

All these shadows from shine, they damaged my mind
Brought out that arrogant pride from when I carried a mic
When I look back at my life in front of cameras and lights
Would I be happy inside without this passion of mine?

[Verse 2]
Yeah, I've been around
Was in the thick of it and thought I had it figured out
Past the point of no return, it had me feeling down
Thought I was at the end of it but it's only the beginning now
Chasing fame had me wigging out
But there's more to it than playing to the biggest crowds
There's more to it than stacking up a big account
More to it than sniffing mouse, party in a living lounge
Cause I came from a little town
And everywhere I went I did my city proud
They knew I was a beast can you hear me growl
Hanging from a high rise, King Kong in the south
That's how the king was crowned
And for the most I was too ignorant to think about it
Just chasing the next high, get me a head of powder
Fucking my priorities were focused on the drinks, I'm drowning
But I'm from Hobart I grew up in the misty mountains
Thought I reached the peak, but the image had my vision doubt her
But I couldn't see the pinnacle cause that shit was clouded
Lost my footing, hanging on for life while the wind was howling
White flag at the ready like I've been surrounded
Instead of moving up, I was just sitting down
The fame tasted sweet but with every sip, it soured
Only holding onto this rep because it gives me power
But power fed my ego it was repetitive
Not looking at the positives, I focused on the negatives
Turn me from an optimist I went into a pessimist
To fill my head with jealousy, it made me too competitive
Getting argumentative and lost my sense of etiquette
Insensitive to anything that didn't get me credited
I thought it was imperative, I chose it over everything
Was chasing mine and thought nobody else could stop me getting it
The shadows to the shine it's all relative
Was it my own choice, well that's a definite
All the privileges I've got still have me feeling tentative
When I'm projecting all the energy that represented it
Staying silent in a room full of elephants
It kept me up at night that's why I blur it out with sedatives
Because we reap what we sow and then take the benefits
Well, it ain't the fame's fault I became my own nemesis

[Chorus]
All these shadows from shine, they damaged my mind
Brought out that arrogant pride from when I carried a mic
When I look back at my life in front of cameras and lights
Would I be happy inside without this passion of mine?

All these shadows from shine, they damaged my mind
Brought out that arrogant pride from when I carried a mic
When I look back at my life in front of cameras and lights
Would I be happy inside without this passion of mine?

All these shadows from shine, they damaged my mind
Brought out that arrogant pride from when I carried a mic
When I look back at my life in front of cameras and lights
Would I be happy inside without this passion of mine?

[Outro]
After all this time, it's now I find those shadows ain’t from shine
After all this time, it's now I find those shadows ain’t from shine
After all this time, it's now I find those shadows ain’t from shine
After all this time, it's now I find those shadows ain’t from shine