And I Ignore

It's another day in the living room
Where it all has gone to waste

With a mug saying go ask your mother
She drove away

To the mall to buy all the groceries
I'm waiting for creme brulee

It's been weeks since my last spoon of pure joy
Sweetness i taste

There's one mistake I made

And it's led to many bigger ones
I'm burning what have I done

The stove was left on high

Making fried rice was never this hard
My god onions make me cry

Then I remember that I have someone
Waiting on the other line

They compared me to a slow turtle
Got nothing done

I wish you could feel how it would feel
To have ADHD

I mean myself I haven't figured out
But I feel like I do

There's one mistake I made
And it's led to many bigger ones

Job is gone
Sad bank account

Losing control over
All the things that I love and adore

End up dead and I ignore