I Ain’t Been Outside Today

[Intro]
I ain't been out

[Verse 1: SXCRED]
I ain't been outside today
Too full of anxiety
Tell me you still ride for me, bae (all these thoughts)
All these thoughts, they blinding me
Sometimes I need to walk away and just deal with this pain, mane
I don't wanna stress you with these thoughts
I'm under pressure, uh
All these thoughts keep building in my head
I think I'm fading, yeah
Everyday I'm waiting, I'm just hoping I can carry on
And damn, I'm so blessed to have these people
Hope they live and love
Yeah, I got weight, but I also got faith
And that's gonna get me through the rain
I'm gonna see another day
Yeah, I got weight, but I also got faith
And that's gonna get me through the rain
I'm gonna see another day

[Bridge: 4Scythe]
I'll never be showing my face again
Now, I lost a hope
I guess that's my fault, though
Damn, you held me up
But all I did was fall

[Verse 2: 4Scythe]
I been walking through the rain
Not seeing where I'm going (I hear a new voice)
So now you stay calling
To live with that
I'll never be showing my face again
Now, I lost a hope
I guess that's my fault, though
Damn, you held me up
But all I did was fall
I ain't been outside today
Laying in my grave all day
Staring at the ceiling fan
Blades be spinning like my brain
So why do y'all that can help the pain
I can't take this everyday
I'll be praying that I fade away

[Verse 3: 4Scythe]
I know I'm meant for so much more than that
So I pray everyday, I'm fortunate
To be where I'm at
Even with the pain
'Cause I'm so much more than all of them
Like what? So I hold my head up high
I know that I got you right by my side
I'll pick up the phone, I don't wanna die
So I pray everyday that I open my eyes, damn