Sweet Tooth

Chin lifted but heavy
Had reached for help but it left
Steppin over my blessings don't let reality set in
Wish for happier placements

Sunlight hit the side of my profile
Ocean currents rock me slow, been floating on low tides
Mouth cracked but I don’t smile
I promised I won't tire
Saw my mom's palms most high and them closed eyes
She said "Calm down love, it’s all gon be alright"

Raise up ya fist if you came to win
Caged in and the pain became paper thin
Picking up speed feeling my hair in the wind
If I see me bleed I'm not just staring in
Ain't been outside in a minute
Forgot eyes hurt when the sun shine
And I know I've been distant
Making different my thinkin
My neck above water
Momma I'm flying I promise
I see the lights and they're shining
The outlining of darkness
Sky parted and with it, the fog I had been lost in

21, I can't be nervous no more
My hands and feet sposed to be the first on the floor
Firstborn, blood thirst
Wiped over the doorpost
Been trying to run
But search for my soles first