Bullet Waiting

[Verse 1]
I won't let go of the rope on my rest, it's all I know
I'm so frustrated when there's something I can't control
I've made the same simple mistake
Can I trust myself?
It's all I can do
As I lock it down and sit forever

[Pre-Chorus]
I believe (I believe)
It's what I know (What I know)
I can't let go

[Chorus]
Got a bullet waiting for me, so reap
And I'm scared to admit it, but I'm scared of me
'Cause the fear I've always known seems to hate that I'm alone (I'm alone)
As I face the fate inside
It won't be my turn to die

[Verse 2]
Every time I see myself on the edge, then I know
It's 'cause I'm falling for the [?]
But it's always best not to remember (Not to remember)

[Pre-Chorus]
I can see (I can see)
Through their disguise (Their disguise)
Through truth and lies

[Chorus]
Got a bullet waiting for me, so reap
And I'm scared to admit it, but I'm scared of me
'Cause the fear I've always known seems to hate that I'm alone (I'm alone)
As I face the fate inside

[Post-Chorus]
No, it won't be my turn to die

[Breakdown]
[?]
Destroy, disown
And reach into your soul

[Chorus]
Got a bullet waiting for me, so reap
And I'm scared to admit it, but I'm scared of me
'Cause the fear I've always known seems to hate that I'm alone (I'm alone)
Now I face
The fate with the bullet waiting for me, so reap
And I'm scared to admit it, but I'm scared of me
'Cause the fear I've always known seems to hate that I'm alone (I'm alone)
As I face the fate inside
It won't be my turn to die