Serenade

[Verse 1]
Getting sick of this shitty weather
If time could heal, why the fuck aren't I better?
People always pretend that they'll change
I don't have time, put a bullet in my brain, yeah

[Refrain]
Feelin' sick
Toxic shit
It's fuckin' brick
I'm over it
Throw a fit
You're a bitch
I might quit

[Verse 2]
Everybody knows I don't wanna go home
Everybody knows I don't wanna be here all alone
But I don't want to see you anymore, anymore (Any—)
Rivers running dry
I can see it fall, every tear from your eyes
You smile, such pretty lies
Don't say you're fine, don't say you're alright
I'm not alright, I'm in plain sight
I'm staring in a darker light
So sleep-deprived, won't you close my eyes? Won't you tell me lies?
She will never change, don't listen to a word she says
It was always fake, baby, won't you leave my head?
People never change, that's just the way it is
People never change, yeah, you'll never change

[Chorus]
Girl, won't you sing me a serenade?
I'll pull the pin, and I'll hold the grenade
Count to ten (Is it fake?), but by five (Is it real?) I'll feel alive, alive again

[Refrain]
Feelin' sick
Toxic shit
It's fuckin' brick
I'm over it
Throw a fit
You're a bitch
I might quit

[Chorus]
Girl, won't you sing me a serenade?
I'll pull the pin, and I'll hold the grenade
Count to ten, but by five I'll feel alive, alive again, alive a—

[Post-Chorus]
Wouldn't you save me from this pain?
The doctors, they put so much shit in my veins
Just to keep me alive, but all I really
Need is your smile and your eyes and the lights and—

[Verse 3]
But you lied right through your teeth, now these thoughts torture me
Now these thoughts torture me
Now these thoughts torture me
But you lied right through your teeth, now these thoughts torture me!
Now these thoughts torture me!
Now these thoughts torture me
Sit on top of this tree

[Outro]
Light on my phone, keep me awake for long
Keep me awake for long