Insecure (Lost In My Mind)

[Verse 1]
I’m trapped inside this maze, can't find my way out
Thoughts racing, heart chasing, full of self-doubt
Looking in the mirror, but do I see my reflection?
Just a broken soul, looking for connection
Pills on the counter, drownin' out the pain
But every time I try to numb it, feels the same
Late nights, I’m fightin’ with these voices in my head
Telling me I'm nothing, maybe better off dead

[Chorus]
I'm insecure, yeah, I wear it like a chain
Every compliment feels like a shot of rain
Living in a world where love feels so fake
Searching for a reason, but I’m lost in my mistakes
Insecure, but I’m trying to find my light
Shadows in the dark, can’t seem to win this fight

[Verse 2]
Scrolling through my phone, see the smiles on the screen
Wishing I could be just like that, you know what I mean?
But behind every post, here’s a struggle untold
People hide the pain beneath the glitter and gold
And I’m just another victim of this mental warfare
Trying to escape but I can’t breathe the air
Friends tell me “stay strong,” but I feel so weak
Screaming for help, but can’t find the words to speak

[Chorus]
I'm insecure, yeah, I wear it like a chain
Every compliment feels like a shot of rain
Living in a world where love feels so fake
Searching for a reason, but I’m lost in my mistakes
Insecure, but I’m trying to find my light
Shadows in the dark, can’t seem to win this fight

[Bridge]
Pour another drink just to feel something real
But inside I’m empty, navigating this deal
Caught up in my thoughts, they’re spinning like a wheel
Gotta break these chains, learn to let ‘em heal

[Outro]
I'm insecure but I won’t let it define me
Searching for the peace that I know I can’t find
So I’ll keep on fighting ’til I break through the night
One day I’ll be free, and I’ll finally feel right