​​parasite

[Verse 1]
Neon lit, and soaking wet
I'll never see this place again
Remember when we used to rest?
Now I black out just to try out death
Can't commit
Can't stay sober
Want it to end
Blink twice and it's over
Wish you never cared for me
So I could finally fucking leave

[Pre-Chorus]
I will try
To be more than I am
To know more than the back of a hand
I won't lie
And pretend I will win
But I won't die again
You'll take me kicking and screaming

[Chorus]
Misery
Always calling me
Comforting blurry nights
Blood sucking parasite
Never know
I never found a fucking home
Ripping out my fucking throat
I am a parasitе

[Pre-Chorus]
I will try
To be more than I am
To know more than thе back of a hand
I won't lie
And pretend I will win
But I won't die again
You'll take me kicking and screaming

[Chorus]
Misery
Always calling me
Comforting blurry nights
Blood sucking parasite
Never know
I never found a fucking home
Ripping out my fucking throat
I am a parasite