Freak

Freak all alone with nowhere to call home
There's nothing waiting anywhere for me
My life's a waste, denied a pretty face
And no one's lookin' deep enough to see

Everything is beautiful and shines in its own way
The prettier the uglier they'll be
And a likely substitute for love is always empathy
You'll see

The freak
I'm the freak
Yeah, nobody wants to know me
I'm the freak

Cry away another dreadful day
So I can go to sleep and find my dream
'Cause life awake is all a big heartache
The nature of the world is so obscene

I don't believe in feelings that I've hurt but never had
I don't believe in heaven, here in hell
And I could leave this world today
It might be just as well, oh well, I'm a freak

All I know is hate from head to toe
So what the hell am I supposed to be?
So I'll find a place where I can hide my face
And never let them close enough to see

I don't believe in adjuration, I just believe in bad
It's the only thing that's running through my head
'Cause now I'm cursing my creation
I think I'm going mad, so sad