All I Had

[Verse]
I said I miss my Honda Civic since I switched it for a Benz
And I just hope I learn a lot before I make it to the end
These people smile in my face so I consider them my friends
And then they talk behind my back so then we never spoke again
I have some family that love me but I never heard 'em say it
We grew up on tough love and that's the shit I always hated
Got some friends I trеat like fam, see that's my bro like we rеlated
It's the story of my life, I started flipping through the pages
I'm impatient, I'm wondering what's coming for me next
I'm moving up and if they wasn't acting right they're getting left
See that was how I'm raised, can't tolerate no disrespect
I operate with intellect and if you're bugging you'll get checked
My dawg addicted to them Percs, he always has to have 'em first
Too many bad memories, I guess forgetting bout 'em works
But I gotta say something 'fore I see him at his worst
Guess I gotta say something 'fore I see him in a hearse
I occupy my mind with problems of my peers
Cause I got problems in my mind and I can't make 'em disappear
But I know that I'll be fine and I just had to make that clear
But these emotions that I feel, half are anger half are fear
Half are smiles half are tears, half are people that I'll never see again
Cause they're dead and I'm just wishing they was here
It's getting hard to think with this noise inside my head
Too many things been on my mind, it's hard for me to go to bed
I wish that I could turn back the time on the clock
I been overthinking, wish my mind could be stopped
Think I'm going crazy in my mind with these thoughts
Looking up to God for a sign that I'm not
Wish that I could turn back the time on the clock
I been overthinking, wish my mind could be stopped
Think I'm going crazy in my mind with these thoughts
Looking up to God for a sign that I'm not