I’ll Never Know

[About The Song]

[Spoken]
I guess it's true, people do change. I just didn't think you would

[Verse 1]
They said, "find what you love and let it make you bleed"
Well, I was gushing red when you abandoned me
You're my biggest fear, the thoughts of you antagonize me
The silence breaks me bad but it muffles my screams

[Pre-Chorus]
There's something to be said, to someone who can't get it through their head
That there are people waiting for them to come back

[Chorus]
Please tell me where the boy I love went
Please tell me what those daydreams all meant
What happened to the blaze once so aglow
What did it mean to you? I guess I'll never know

[Verse 2]
They said, "if you love someone, then let them go"
But you never loved me, it never did show
I sleep alone every night imagining you're there
But you never loved me, no, you never cared

[Pre-Chorus]
There's something left to say, even if they ran away
So yell it with your every last breath

[Chorus]
Please tell me where the boy I love went
Please tell me what those daydreams all meant
What happened to the blaze once so aglow
What did it mean to you? I guess I'll never know

[Spoken]
It's just... I know I should be mad. But I'm not. And I don't know what's going through my head right now. I don't know whether to laugh, whether to cry, or to just do nothing at all

[Bridge]
I've never been here before, never trapped in the corner
Playing it back like an old-school recorder
And you don't even notice the darkness is home
All you know is that you feel less alone
Well I guess this is it, maybe this is goodbye
Just wish you'd give a damn if you ever saw me cry
Something inside me's saying this is the final scene
So I'll send my last kiss at the count of three

[Spoken]
This isn't him. This isn't the one I fell for all this time ago. This isn't the one who held me close as the world fell down around only me. This isn't the one who guided me through labyrinths and smoky rooms. This isn't the one who captivated me from the first sentence. If you find him, tell him I miss him

(One, two)

[Chorus]
Please tell me where the boy I love went
Please tell me what those daydreams all meant
What happened to the blaze once so aglow
What did it mean to you? I guess I'll never know
Please tell me where the boy I fell for went
Please tell me what those late-night wonderings meant
What happened to the torch we once held so aglow
Did it warm the same for you? I guess we'll never know

[Spoken Outro]
Everyone's saying it's better off this way. And maybe it is, in the end. But how do you stop caring about the most incredible person you've ever met?