Running Backwards

[Verse 1]
I'm running backwards
Back from the end
What I know, not so much, darling
But I can still pretend

Contact the dealer
He knows my name
What you see runs so much deeper
But the face remains the same

[Chorus]
'Cause I'm on the other side
I'm on the other side
That's what you get for telling lies
To justify bedroom eyes
Fuck it all no one knows
Leave before the second goes
I'm the one who's really lost his joint

[Verse 2]
I'm turning pages
Of [?] books
Don't wanna live on minimum wages
In a heart of dirty looks

Contact my dealer
He knows my name
In the dark is a hidden creature
Maybe he will numb the pain

[Chorus]
'Cause I'm on the other side
I'm on the other side
That's what you get for telling lies
To justify bedroom eyes
Fuck it all, no one knows
Leave before the second goes
I'm the one who's really lost his joint

[Bridge]
All of the time
You were out of your mind
Falling so quickly
And falling behind
Brought to the [?] by a bottle of wine
In your mind

[Chorus]
'Cause I'm on the other side
I'm on the other side
That's what you get for telling lies
To justify bedroom eyes
Fuck it all no one knows
Leave before the second goes
I'm the one who's really lost his joint