New Poison

Each day new poison
Spreads through my veins
Robs me of self-respect
I'll leave you what remains

Nothing gets finished
I've barely grown
My friends have moved away
And left me on my own

Thoughts turning violent
Tears ring my eyes
Rage with no place to vent
Will melt off this disguise

Head spinning backwards
Mind in decay
The best thing that could happen
Someone blows it all away

It's all used up
The thrill is gone
I don't know why I keep
Keep hanging on

It's all used up
The thrill is gone
I don't know why I
Keep hanging
Hanging on

I can't strike these feelings
I can't numb the pain
I think I'll reach inside my head
And rearrange my brain

The blood gets blinding
My knife's stuck in bone
I'm too weak to cut my skull
I kneel and die alone

I'm all used up
The thrill is gone
I don't know why I
Keep hanging on

It's all used up
The thrill is gone
I don't know why I
Keep hanging
Keep hanging on