Lost

[Hook]
Back then I was lost and feeling tragic
Masking, I was lonely and abandoned
Counting all these racks up
Just tryna make us last yeah
I know that she was bad woah
I figured out my past though
'Cause back then I was lost and feeling tragic
Masking, I was lonely and abandoned
Counting all these racks up
Just tryna make us last yeah
I know that she was bad woah
I figured out my past though
Yet still I see you in my dreams
I wakeup and it's hard to breathe
The makeup hid what's underneath
I'm fading I can't take it anymore

[Verse 1]
You got me all the way back down
Thought I had it for a second guess I'm slipping up
Don't you know it's never enough
Thought you was clever or sum
"Oh I think I'm better than us"
Well I guess forever is up
Putting it sadly
I know you was bad for me
We'd kiss in the taxi
The world was all laughing
We don't care go and stare
It's a kinda love affair
Then I caught you cheating lil bitch I had to go there
We go round and round it's all in my head
'Cause I know what's best for me
Constant jealousy, authenticity
You got none I ain't feeling the chemistry

[Hook]
Back then I was lost and feeling tragic
Masking, I was lonely and abandoned
Counting all these racks up
Just tryna make us last yeah
I know that she was bad woah
I figured out my past though
'Cause back then I was lost and feeling tragic
Masking, I was lonely and abandoned
Counting all these racks up
Just tryna make us last yeah
I know that she was bad woah
I figured out my past though

[Verse 2]
Backbone backbone I don't got a backbone
Sad song sad song this another sad song
Guess I'm an idiot for thinking we could last forever
But it's just what I deserve don't be sorry for me

[Hook]
'Cause back then I was lost and feeling tragic
Masking, I was lonely and abandoned
Counting all these racks up
Just tryna make us last yeah
I know that she was bad woah
I figured out my past though