Fucking Call Me Or Something

Ok first off, no I'm not, alright
Try hard, to forget your face
Still can't, get you out my mind
I hate what my life, became

Kill me, scared to do it myself
Save me, from my pain I
Can't sleep, nothing new is gonna help
Swear i might not make it to the next day
Fuck life, sick and tired
Every day I run around
Tryna find a place to put the pain
Cave in, send a text, no reply
Used to be, so nice
What changed?

Kill me, scared to do it myself
Save me, from my pain I
Don't wanna pretend that it's all alright
When I think about you every single day
And I can't stop
Swear the feeling's way too much
These drugs
Only way that I can run away
Bitch you, doing me, so wrong
Don't want, to live, another day

(So) Kill me
Might as well just go ahead
You can never, heal me
Might as well just kill me

Place your hand on my wrist
So you can tell me I'm okay
Didn't want it to get to this
I just wanted to end the pain
(x2)

Ok yeah and one last thing
No I'm not, alright
Try hard, to forget your face
Still can't, get you out my mind
I hate what my life, became

Kill me, scared to do it myself
Save me, from my pain I
Can't sleep, nothing new is gonna help
Swear i might not make it to the next day