Trial

To everyone that I’ve lived for
Would you have done the same?
To everyone I went through shit for
Would you have done the same?
Oh my, oh my, oh my, I’m tired
I’m tired of lying, of trying, of being less than enough
Most times I can’t take it, face it
Lying in bed wishing I was dead instead
Am I less than anybody I know?
What if I cave into my sins?
Should I be made to feel ashamed?
If I win this game, I lose being sane
Nah, I’m not a saint
Is it wrong to be nothing?
To be no one’s something?
Most times I could do without all the petty thoughts in my brain
You be fucking me up too many times
I put you up on a pedestal, gave you more than what I ever could
Oh my, oh, oh my, oh my, I’m tired
I’m tired of lying, of trying, of being less than enough
Most times I can’t take it, face it
Lying in bed wishing I was dead instead
Oh my, oh my