Outro

Remember when you were a kid and you were high off life?
Now you need a joint rolled just to tie off nights
Now you need a beer bottle just to tie off nights
Now you need a little pill just to tie off nights
Now you need to hit the pipe just to tie off nights
Now you need a syringes filled just to tie off nights
Now your mother found you dead and you died off vice
Now your girl found you dead and you died off vice
Now your friends gotta deal with the pain of your absence
Your families gotta deal with the wake of your madness
The judge has gotta deal with the weight of your assets
But as long as there's memorials, we're raising your glasses
I said your pictures shining bright and your candles lit
I can't help the feeling of abandonment
Sometimes I only turn to fuckin' canibus
But I'm thankful that you painted all these canvases
It's just the saddened mist that I'm stranded with
And that's what's really got me fuckin' mad and pissed
Did he have a problem? Never asked him it. Couldn't handle it
Wasn't a man and shit, but I can't help the feeling that I let him slip
The chills I have while writing this will tell me that never slipped, nah
I said the sand meets the water like a dog meets it's day
I'm on a hunger strike and it never goes away
Here it growl, want it now, physically I'm 22, but I've always been around
Live it down, live it up, live with sweat, live with blood
Bibliotic written tongues is where I get my scriptures from
Biographic, the miles passing inside of the vile caskets
All I see are dirt and worms, but I'm preying on the maggots
I'm really a woolly mammoth, a creature who fully panics
Ether inside of canvas, The preacher was my Atlantis
Had me drowning like Titanic, somehow my eyes managed
Look inside of each one, tell me if you see a legend
A hint of Miller Lite, and a hint of that depression
Ever since an adolescent, I've had this canned aggression
Sour thoughts from handed lessons, with each one the hand would lessen
I'm jumping off the Hoover Dam with a candle lighted message