Winter Chills

[Verse 1]
I take an L, then I turn it to a win
How I thank God for blessings even though that I still sin?
Way before I ever put rocks on my wrist
I was up in O puttin' rocks on my strip
Money makes the world spin, dog, I thought you know that
Same shit will have you beefin' all them niggas in your throwback
When I'm in the crowd, I'm never loud, I never say much
'Cause niggas love to hate it, rather stories that were made up
'Fraid you told me more, I just wanna see you shine
I don't want niggas 'round you thinkin' you can change their life
I'm from the jungle, so I know a snake when I see one
Gotta adapt to where I livе, but I didn't wanna be one
You know how much hours it took? I swear that I could writе a book
I learned how to bill a line before I learned to write a hook
There's times I get anxiety when I'm drivin' on my own
Probably why I'm poppin' pills every time that I'm alone
Man, it's so therapeutic when I rap on the beat
Niggas askin' me for prices, they ain't askin' for a feat'
Times I can't believe this shit is actually me
Cah I'm everything they dreamed about when I was just a teen
Uh, ambitions of a rider turned that nigga to a lifer
And he ain't even live life with jail as a minor
Man, the games peak
Lil' girls actin' like they grown, they just eighteen
You jumped on the roads and got eighteen

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[Verse 2]
Yo, my nigga got a ten, every day, he's talkin' decat
I'm chillin' with them lifers on the phone because they need that
I was up at the crack of dawn
When I was sellin' crack to Dawn
I was never lazy, all I cared about was packs and foam
My life's like David and Goliath 'cause I was throwin' stones
Only difference is I was in the trap, never comin' home
Boxes at the table, havin' convos with the label
I can't lie, my plate's full, got me thinkin', "Deal or no deal?"
Runnin' from the old bill, just tryna make my own mill'
She asked me why I'm circlin' my crib, my life is so real
What's the price a mic can be?
If not out there for me
If you paid cash for the packs, I'll do you it for free
But I loved 'em like my brother, man, I thought they felt the same
I know situations change, now me and them are all strange
'Member dancing in the rain, diamonds dancin' in my chain
Got me sippin' on this lean just to take the pain away