Conversations in the Mirror

[Intro]
Pi-Pious not again
I'm a monster
Am I dreaming, drunk, living, or caught off guard?
Yeah these lights shine in my face like I'm a rockstar
But I feel like running straight out through the back door
I just wanna be someone when I'm gone

[Pre-Chorus]
When the seasons start to change
Will you stay with me?
If I turned my cheek the other way
Could you stand to hate me?

[Chorus]
Down for the count
Over my head
Can't help but doubt
All that you said
But I still have that conversation in the mirror
Until I realize I'm alone

[Post-Chorus]
I'm so lonely
Meant for lonely
Try so hard to make me lonely
I'm so lonely
Extra lonеly
Go so far to make me lonely

[Verse 1]
I can't rеmember what is real
What I fear I don't know
So I have that conversation in the mirror
Until I realize I'm alone
I'm seeing colors
Cause every time I'm right, you change the contrast
I took a bullet for a hit from the railgun
This peace will never come without a ransom
So now I pay my fee in your ghost

[Pre-Chorus]
When the seasons start to change
Will you stay with me?
If I turned my cheek the other way
Could you stand to hate me?

[Chorus]
Down for the count
Over my head
Can't help but doubt
All that you said
But I still have that conversation in the mirror
Until I realize I'm alone

[Post-Chorus]
I'm so lonely
Meant for lonely
Try so hard to make me lonely
I'm so lonely
Extra lonely
Go so far to make me lonely

[Verse 2]
Nothing always turns to something
Try so hard to keep it nothing
Nothing always leads to something
It's so hard to keep it nothing
I'm at a crossroads
And water's dripping down onto my raincoat
I see them waiting for me down the hard route
But there's feelings I don't know along the safe road
I wish that I could disappear today

[Pre-Chorus]
When the seasons start to change
Will you stay with me?
If I turned my cheek the other way
Could you stand to hate me?

[Chorus]
Down for the count
Over my head
Can't help but doubt
All that you said
But I still have that conversation in the mirror
Until I realize I'm alone