New Woke Deal

[Verse 1]
Making my way to his house
At 8pm what good could come?
Secretly I knew myself
Hesitated on that road then
Convinced myself that I could go
I loved the way he made me feel
Physically holding me
He fed my pride and gave me chills but

[Chorus]
Does he really got it to be offering, huh?
Loving you leaves me numb
Caught up in my own demise
Ain't even noticed that I closed my eyes

[Verse 2]
Life it got the upper hand
Caught me when I turned my back
Held me till I couldn't breath
Deception hid by honesty
Ignoring that small voice
And letting yours grow loud
In this life we're blessed with choice
But blessings fade when I choose hell, so

[Chorus]
Do you really got it to be offering, no?
Loving you leaves me numb
Caught up in my own demise
Ain't even noticed that I closed my eyes

[Bridge]
Now I be on some woke deal
This world be on it's own, feel me?
Won't put my loss before the fear of God
Fearing my loss more than I fear my God?
Wow

[Verse 3]
5 years of friendship was finished
On the night that we did it
It was more my fault than yours 'cause
Why'd I get myself in this?
Sadness evoked from misplaced hope
Showed you it all then got ghosted
Crazy, naive
Acted a joke for you, for you

[Bridge]
Now I be on some woke deal
This world be on it's own, feel me?
Won't put my life before the fear of God
Fearing my loss more than I fear my God?
Wow
Now I be on some woke deal
This world be on it's own, feel me?
Won't put my loss before the fear of God
'Cause I shoulda knew better
I shoulda knew better
I shoulda knew better

[Outro]
Prayed for me and read with me
Grateful for community
Kammy, James & Bri you
Led me when I couldn't see, huh