Hate to Fall Asleep

[Verse]
I try
To see the great in everything I see
But I close my eyes

I grieve
The minutes that I try to keep
I count them on my fingers instead

I lift my head
I decide that this time I'm okay
And nights will never be as long as I made them to be
I never said I was a grateful friend

[Chorus]
I cry them out
My tired eyes
Not strong enough to give
It all to you

[Verse 2]
I mean
The words I scream in blurry ears
The only thing I can not hear

I sleep
Enough to know I hate the dark
I count the nights I stay awake

[Chorus 2]
I cry them out
My tired eyes
Not strong enough to give
It all to you

[Bridge]
I keep my feet up in the bed
I hide my sad face in my hands
But it makes me smile
To think that people laugh at me
When I can barely laugh at myself

[Chorus 3]
I cry them out
My tired eyes
Not strong enough to give
It all to you
It all to you