If You Fuk Up

So you say your tired of yourself
And you know its your problem and nobody else
It's complicated even more depressed
And you think your on the verge of not making sense
You could blame your mother for leaving you
Or hate your father you never knew
You could get man at god become an atheist
Or blame the god damn planet for your emptiness
So you internalized and blamed yourself
Like every kid does who lives in hell
And you set out to find your way in life
With a self hate love and a broken light

Now you cry all day and get nothing done
Sit in the room thinking bout a gun
And you wanna give up and end the fight
Cuz your tired of the demons coming every night
And you say your so tired of faking it
So you just keep quiet and deal with it
But you never gave up, kept coming around
And you told everybody they were not alone
So maybe someday you'll find the love
You've been looking for or maybe not
Still you haven't found anyone to call you own
So you self medicate and sleep alone

Well if you fuck up without telling someone
No one could forgive themselves for what you done
Cuz you gave your love to everyone

Now you feel like your at the end of the rope
And you just don't care cause your drive is gone
And you've lost your way down the muddy road
And your dead inside and no one knows

Well if you fuck up without telling someone
No one could forgive themselves for what you done
Cuz you gave your love to everyone

You mean something
You mean something