My Truth, Pt. 1

Verse
It was plenty days I wore my jewelry ain't had no protection/ not afraid to die if fate gon' take me that’s just my direction/ I can’t trust nobody because I barely trust my own reflection/ spent two years in jail while as a teen it halted my progression/ I been getting love from those before me I feel more respected/ my life been a movie I’m the only one who could direct it/ Gotta thank my female because she helped me find a new direction/ used to be so bad I’d take my problems and I’d go suppress the/ I been focused deeply on myself now I feel resurrected/ money, power, fame, the three of those come gon' come and in succession/ all this money I make off a rap is getting re invested/ I just felt the need to cop a diamond chain and diamond pendant/ t.h.u.r.l. is what it spells it’s gotta deeper message/ think, hustle, and love and understand the people who you mess with/ if he got to die before I do it I’ll cut all connections/ do it by myself because I don’t want to trust no co-defendants/ I done booked the whole studio and showed up by myself/ I don’t like nobody else around and I don’t need the help/ before you go and do something for me go do it for yourself/ no one in this world gon' have a choice just work the cards you dealt/ mamma told me I should stop the smoking it’s gon' hurt my health/ but mamma I can’t do that because without it this life feel like hell/ married to the streets the matrimony happened ring the bells/ not the type to say I got it on me rather move in stealth/ tried to sell drugs but I sucked so I quit the game/ I would rather buy a backwood and fill it with a 8th/ I’d rather go to jail for having strap then end up in the grave/ been through that shit once I’ll do it twice I swear I’m not afraid/ this shit it crazy, look at how it made me/ thinking about the things I’ve had to do and how it changed me/ pistol off of safety, dare you try to snake me/ I’m gon' blow yo top off wit precision like I’m in the Navy/ I done been in car crashes, high speeds and everything/ I don’t beef with people over stupid little petty things/ eyes in the back of my head because I got enemies/ my bitch really bad I took my shot like it’s a penalty/ that’s a nice foreign but I know your paying rental fees/ bro was getting out they raised his bail man that’s unsettling/ ice up in my ring bitch when I hit you knock out several D’s/ ice up in my ring bitch when I hit you knock out several teeth/ I hope all my young ones out there grinding never see the pen/ I been in a tunnel with no light I couldn’t see the end/ now the money coming all these bitches wanna be my friends/ how could I forget all of them times that you left me on read/ all that talk you doing while on Instagram won’t get no cred/ all that talk gone get you is a face full of that
.40 lead/ I been shooting shit up like my cameraman with 4D Res/ I still ain’t blow up but I keep working hoping for be best/ I can't even slap my music, because my phone been blowing up/ I got depressed, and i started pouring up/ I'm still living in my streets i ain't toured or none/ if i don't got stick on me my homies going to bust/ Preach