Without That Women

Verse 1:
I remember as a child growing up everyday
Everything ain't gonna be the same
Waking up to sun, feeling like a bum
Knowing I was gonna get beat
Alcohol in every room that I see
Counting bottles like one, two, three
This my childhood that i'm spitting
I hope that you don't never have to live it
Cause theirs answers that i never got
Answers that never got to see
And deep inside it’s killing me
Little 8 year old Wilson, scared like a chicken
Cause that women intimidated me
Man she got me to my knees, she scared me
Banging on my door, “Hey! What you doing in there?”
“Nothing Mom, I'm fine, Just go away and leave me be.”

Verse 2:
Now I’m getting beat everyday
By someone who said they loved me
1 to 8 years old, nothing happened
But now that drink has got her consumed
Into Devilish acts the Lord wouldn't take
Everyday my body aches
Headaches, Stomachaches
She scared my brain with images that i never want to see again
She hurt my father, my dad, my best friend
The one that was the for me till the very end
Man I loved that man
He supported me, he cared, but most importantly he loved me
He sacrificed so many things for my sister and I
And I'll never forget that
Ever till the day i die
I’ll never go back to that woman, she made me cry
Then my Dad meet this women named (Blank)
She was so sweet and caring
She brought us into her home
She gave us food and water
Then the whole family was happy without that women