The Price I Pay

[Chorus]
What the hell is happening all the time I can't tell
I've been spending too much time on others what about myself?
I just want to go away, get away, run away with me
I don't really need a thing I'm ok I'm just living
Paranoid that's the price I pay when I'm with you
Why do I keep going through things I've already been through?
Make a choice, wrong one oh shit now what do I do?
Turn away from me, don't look back, don't come home

[Verse]
It's so hard spending so much time on my own
Even when I'm indoors you know I feel cold
Even when you pick up and we talk on the phone
I hang up and go to sleep, now I'm back where I was
Waking up get out of bed just to live the same day
Making shit up in my head just to ignore the pain
What the fuck is all this? I don't know what to say
I think I'm unconscious, there's no thoughts in my brain

[Pre-Chorus]
Get me out
Need to break that [?] down
Stop trying to freak me out
For once we could talk shit out
Make time for me on a Friday night
I'm trying to be on a private flight
I'm trying to make sure you get right

[Chorus]
What the hell is happening all the time I can't tell
I've been spending too much time on others what about myself?
I just want to go away, get away, run away with me
I don't really need a thing I'm ok I'm just living
Paranoid that's the price I pay when I'm with you
Why do I keep going through things I've already been through?
Make a choice, wrong one oh shit now what do I do?
Turn away from me, don't look back, don't come home

[Outro]
Make time for me on a Friday night
I'm trying to be on a private flight
I'm trying to make sure you get right