Years Gone By

Time goes really fast
Just Like a Bugatti jet
I wasn't ready for this
Just like when my daddy left
Gone for 2 days
See I was really scared
Saw him the next day
And asked him why he disappeared
He pointed to my heart
And told me he'd always be there
He took away my worries
And made them vanish in the air
I made him promise
To stop selling rocks
Stop chasing that paper
Daddy we dont need a lot
As I grew up
I took over the family business
Killed my self conscience
And then murdered the only witness
All this love talk
Is just something I never heard
The following events
All happened in a blur
Cocked back my gun
And shot at the mirror
Lyrical mail
There are the bars I deliver
Turn around the corner
And then I saw some nigga
He reached inside his pocket
And then pulled the trigger

Things I don't have
Are the things I don't deserve
So many things were said
Then again their only words
Broken hearts and spoken thoughts
I learned about them more
I could let it slide
But I'd rather start a war
Write a death sentence
Once I'm outa the hospital
The time that changed me
Was just another obstacle
Reality hits so hard
I knocks the lights right out of you
They got me on the curve
Singing to alot of blues
As the years go by
I notice this is my destiny
To die with a legacy
The only things that's left of me
Are just words
Written in the paper
Not enough years
I don't wana meet my maker
With all this time I notice
That I'm just like my father
Rather die before I lie
That's death over dishonor
So I notice
That I gotta fix my name
No more hustles in the corner
Yea I gotta make a change

Complications obligations
And hallucinations
Looking for a way
In the hopes my life changes
So I found some new friends
And I threw away the drugs
Real nigga from the hood?
That's a former thug
Still looking for that shooter
I'm holding a grudge
The day that I find him
I won't be holding much
The type of crime
Only a dumb nigga would pull it
Cuz inside my body
Were three small bullets
In the mean time
Ill hit up my boy Ed
He showed me a gun
The same tried to shoot me dead
I pined him to the floor
And aimed it at his head
Choking him and screaming
Why'd you want me dead?
I didn't care
I left him with the blood on the floor
I can't even believe
I fucking trusted him before
I killed my self too
The gun shot was really loud
For all these years
I just wanted to make my daddy proud

It's been years since I died
And now my eyes are open
Years gone by
Only few words were spoken
Many tryd to take my life
Only one succeeded
Tried to play my life
But deaths the one that cheated
Many want my life
So they try to take it from me
Rather spill my blood
Than negotiate with money
I loved my
So did everybody else
I loved it so much
I tryd to keep it to myself
Why can't it be simple
Like back in the day
Everybody wants my life
Just one took it away
Now I can't do anything
He's the one that living it
Can't take back the love
The love I was giving it
Now I can't do nothing
Feeling like I'm fronting
If I still had my life
You know I'd so something
And it all revolves around a girl
Who so bright
Because this girl
This girl was my life