I Sit In Parks

[Verse 1]
I sit in parks, it breaks my heart
'Cause I see just how far I am from the things that I want
Dad brought the picnic, Mom brought the sunscreen
Two kids are laughing and crying on red swings

[Pre-Chorus]
We look about the same age
But we don't have same Saturdays

[Chorus]
Did I miss it? By now, is it
A lucid dream? Is it my fault
For chasing things a body clock
Doesn't wait for? I did the damn tour
It's what I wanted, what I got
I spun around and then I stopped
And wonder if I missed the mark

[Verse 2]
So I sit in parks, sunglasses dark
And I hit the vape, hallucinate a nursery with Noah's Ark
They lay on a blanket and goddamit he loves her
I wonder if she wants my freedom like I wanna be a mother
But Rolling Stone says I'm on the right road
So I refill my Lexapro, thinkin'

[Chorus]
Did I miss it? By now, is it
A lucid dream? Is it my fault
For chasing things a body clock
Doesn't wait for? I did the damn tour
It's what I wanted, what I got
I spun around and then I stopped
And wonder if I missed the mark
Mm-mm, mm-mm

[Outro]
So I sit in parks, checkin' bench marks
Tarryn's due in June, the album's due in March