Misery

(Verse 1)
Tried hard, fell in line
Thought I'd have a better life
Thought I'd have a better time
Don't know why, don't know why
Constructs, hold me down
Fell in love, but broke down
They say, move on now
How can I? The lights out
So I bought a bigger house
Spent way more than I meant
Locked everybody out
Watched that door turn to cement
Watched friends as they left
Watched it, hurts to repent
Wanna go and preach for help
But at this rate I'm on my way to hell

(Hook)
Put mе out this misery
Put me back in mystery
Carvеd my path in history
But there's still a better me
Left out
Put me down
Broken down
Lights out

(Verse 2)
Got curved on a text
By some different friends
Just because they didn't think
I could go and be the best
And I don't like to name names
But who's gonna take the blame?
I guess the case remains
'Til I say fuck MTA
Asked for 2 different features
Didn't get nothing back
Then expect me to go and
Make sure that his shit isn't wack
I was asked for like 6 favors
And I didn't see a verse
Guess I need an ego death
To go and see worse
Never trust no more estates
Unless they're in my grade
Only accept class A and up
Otherwise tough luck
Who the fuck do you think I'm dissin'
Why the fuck do you think I'm distant?
Scared of losing all I have
So I trap myself in glass
Put my life on full display
Just for some acceptance today
Whether that means hitting 3 strikes
Or running back to home plate
So what more is there to say?
When they fuck me everyday
I've been broken to my core
So tonight I'm gonna say

(Hook)
Put me out this misery
Put me back in mystery
Carved my path in history
But there's still a better me
Left out
Put me down
Broken down
Lights out